I've existed for decades. I feel myself finally transitioning into who I'm supposed to be. All the experiences culminated into the "now" Terrie. I've changed quite a bit in a short time. What's most fascinating is, I've always preferred solitude. Always wanting my own personal 'Walden'. Never wanting to depend on anyone because no one's ever been dependable. It was safe that way. I was fine with being anti-social.
I'm not her anymore. I bought one concert ticket yesterday. I couldn't get anyone to join me but I was OK with that. Not because I'm accustomed to doing things alone, no. It's because the "Terrie" I am today knew she'd have a ball with whomever stranger she sat beside.