TODAY I PUT ON LOTION.

We agreed to meet in Vegas for a long weekend. He was already on the west coast and the flight from LA was bout an hour. He booked us at the Cosmo because I told him, "I loved the room with the Japanese soaking tub." There was an unspoken covenant that we'd be open to whatever might possibly happen. I can't be for certain but I think lots happened. From what I can remember, the days were filled with decadent food and alcohol. I recall Butter cake from Mastro's and shots at th

This morning I got pulled over for crying while driving. I was probably speeding too but the officer saw me boohooing behind the wheel and pulled me over to check on me. I had a very emotional start of day. Found myself in a downward spiral. There was a lil self-actualization but also, the realization of self-sabotage. I often joke about "wanting all the smoke" and it came to me, why. I keep drama going to stave off boredom. *that's all I have about this for now.*

sometimes you just need someone to hold your hand

It's apparent, I've been suffering a long time. I logged onto Blogspot.com to locate an old blog. Wanted to repost here. I'd forgotten that I had deleted it (Unlimited Muses) because I didn't want my boyfriend at the time to uncover my odes to former lovers. I came across another blog from 2009ish, The Lonely Lady. I remember her.

The release of 'Unraveled' has been postponed. Due to recent dental surgery, maneuvering through "lines" has proved to be difficult. Stay tuned for the new drop date and time. With the help of these Goodie powders, hopefully sooner than later.

Yesterday, I had a wisdom tooth extracted. The event was nightmarish beyond anything I've ever experienced. That's saying a lot because I've had guns drawn on me. As I write this, I'm still a lil shaky and can't quite calm down. For over 2 hours, she dug and drilled at my tooth, pulling it out, piece by piece. It was nothing less than torturous. At the 1hr 30mins mark, I told her "it was intolerable." She asked me "what did I want to do?" "Well, are you capable of removing i