TODAY I PUT ON LOTION.

a million different things to a million different people. I've spent maybe the last decade, trying to understand it in the context of "myself." What is life for me? I've been barraged with epiphanies. Where these thoughts came from? Who knows. They may be a result of proper restorative sleep. *shrugs* I discovered while I have power over my life, it's not just about me. I think we're here for each other. Life is about others, about service, relationships with living things. I

While walking through IKEA yesterday, I thought something very ugly about a woman I passed. Admittedly, I often have vulgar thoughts and sometimes mutter things under my breath. While usually paired with a giggle, I admit my sense of humor is a tad dark. One day, somebody is gonna whip my ass. I'm confident the delivery driver heard me say, "shut da fuck up." Didn't know he was so close behind me.