I fell into a spiral with the grace of Simone Biles.

This morning I got pulled over for crying while driving. I was probably speeding too but the officer saw me boohooing behind the wheel and pulled me over to check on me.

I had a very emotional start of day. Found myself in a downward spiral. There was a lil self-actualization but also, the realization of self-sabotage. I often joke about "wanting all the smoke" and it came to me, why. I keep drama going to stave off boredom. *that's all I have about this for now.*