big hand on 3, small hand on 4

I've suffered from insomnia for decades. I normally wake up at about 3:20am'ish. I've managed it the best I could. Made use of the time, been unaffected by the lack of sleep, until now.

I'm sooo tired.

This week has been difficult to muster through and I have a super busy weekend. The thought of it makes me want to take naps in advance. I suppose at my age, I shouldn't have expected to be able to hang forever.

I've seemed to acquire new neuroses on top of the exhaustion. I hate my work commute and have become fearful of long drives.

With a retirement date in sight, I think it's somehow related.

FYI, looking for a new therapist.